My yoga journey started about twenty years ago using videos in the privacy of my own home. I don’t remember a yoga studio in the area where we were living at the time, and I’m not even sure what drew me to it in the first place. My first “instructors” were Denise Austin, and then years later, Bob Harper and Jillian Michels. Denise Austin, in retrospect, had a pilates flair, but I loved it at the time. She would show a pose and then build movement off of that particular pose. Bob Harper and Jillian Michels were both more focused on building strength and getting a good sweat on. Their videos were post-Biggest Loser, so it makes sense. The one constant for me between then and now is that it’s the only form of exercise that helps me rest my mind. I am so focused on holding poses and getting to the next place that I don’t have time to sort through my to-do list at the same.
I find myself drawn to classes that move and help build strength at the same time. I like the way I feel after I’ve stretched, elevated my heart rate a little, and pushed myself to focus for a period of time. As I try new classes, I find that I need some Yin and restorative classes in my life. Both challenge me mentally, and I like how calm I feel after.
I recently attend a power flow class at Harbor with my sister-in-law. I thought I was going to die. It was cardio on steriods and heat gagging me. I had to take a break in the middle, which was a little embarassing. I’m not ruling hot classes out entirely, but this definitely wasn’t for me. The music was so loud I couldn’t hear the cues, and I felt like everyone else had done it a thousand times and knew what was going on before it happened. I couldn’t keep up. I remember telling my sister-in-law that it wasn’t yoga. It was a good workout, but definitely not yoga. I didn’t walk away feeling like I had a good stretch or any relaxation to my mind. I believe that for it to be yoga, there needs to be more focus on the breath with the movement, as well as more attention to the asanas.
As far as what I want to explore, I am totally open. After reading the Yamas and Niyamas, I made a commitment to myself to try things outside of my comfort zone. This class is providing a perfect platform for that. I already know I want to try classes in the following categories: hot, paddle board, ariel, yin, and ashtanga. Who knows, maybe I’ll find my next obsession.