Part 1 -pages 24-25
From diary – irritated or frustrated – I was driving to a yoga class and missed the exit, immediately I cursed, and my hands were tense on the wheel, stomach fell, and immediately I felt pissed, mad at the car that would not let me in to take the exit feeling anger. Hands tense, stomach afraid not sure what to do next, and mind in anger. Luckily, my GPS picked it up and I was able to make it on time to the class.
My body spoke my anger and fear of not making the class. As a teacher, be at class very early and not to worry about being late. But I would teach my students to breath through issues like this.
Anxiety Reactions – When I started to teach my karma classes, I convinced myself that these folks are my friends and I do not have to be anxious, but about an hour before the first couple class I felt light headed, a little shaken, and sure I would forget all that I practiced. For my students, pranayama is the key, practice creates confidence. So, if you are unsure, practice.
Watch your reactions – for this questions I had to reach into my past, not too many people shout at me anymore – I remember another drive yelling at me to get off my phone, he followed me, until I put it down. My stomach dropped and I started to shake. I was fearful of what he might do, and pissed that he was right I needed to get off my phone. I should have pulled over as I was shaking, – my whole body inside and out reacted. As at teacher, my actions effect my students. Be professional at all times.
Observe the effect of memories- usually I have tears these days, and feel melancholy if I look at old pictures, or I hear a story that brings back memories. They could be tears of joy or sadness, and my body starts to feel tired and wore out. I would suggest to myself and my students when emotions take over, it would be a good time to do yoga, shift my enger, as they can shift theirs.
Analyze illness and injuries – In my past I had right hip issues, it was from a new puppy, sleeping on the couch because he was so noisy at night. It ended up being chronic for years, PT, shots, PT shots, and then I started regular massage a few a week, so I feel I (me) finally relaxed and let go.
It was my right side, and I usually have my pain on my right side.
As a teacher, always bring awareness to my students of their bodies, my thoughts are to pose these questions to my students.
Part 2 – Listening to your body – quiz
Question 1, 3, 4 – have played a part in my condition of TMJ. My illness has had me look over all my behaviors, tenseness, and how to deal with it. My body was telling me that I was not not letting go and dealing with issues, just storing them. My illness has been a private matter, my spouse is supportive. Question 13 – my spouse is going thru a health issue, too, that most likely adds to my TMJ.
We have been very open about our health, and how we move forward, and the help we need. My self care is number one, and one of the reason I took the YYT, using all the tools to relax, meditate, and focus on a better life style. My students are going to have issues and connection to loved-one’s issues. Being compassionate is so important, you become close to your students, so be able to acknowledge their struggles and be empathic is important, but I will have to have my boundaries to project my energy and what I might hold on to myself. As a teacher, a balance of sharing of how much I can help my students, and not take it personally, keep their highest good in my heart and mind.
Part 3- Balancing Review – My right side is more developed, it seems stronger. I mentioned before my right hip was injured and the pain reoccurred over a 5 year period. My masculine side is stronger. To balance, I have learned about left nostril breathing, being connected to the Moon and its cycles, trying more “to be,” and allowing myself not be in control. Being more creative, writing, warm baths, its okay if I do not have a to do list, and checking in on my compassion and empathy. Once again, being aware and checking in on my feelings and why. Having this knowledge, and working on myself can only enhance my practice, and how I approach my to my sequencing, my themes, and working with my students. They can ask themselves about the balance of their feminine and masculine.